I Love You But Not Quite - Part 02

"Oh my God..." Gina said quietly.

That was all she could say when Matt coming down from the stairs. She even wondered, did that part of Matt grew since the last she saw 'it'? She knows she musn't have these inappropriate thoughts about Matt's package but come on, when it is that huge?

"What did you say? Did you say something? The trunk is too weird right?" asked Matt.

Looking at his trunk and trying to steer her eyes from the obvious bulge, Gina kind of agreed that his trunk is weird. The trunk is way too colourful to be normal. It's like psychodelic-high-on-LSD colourful with this weird swirling motion on the bulge itself. How trashy and kinky is that? Trashy and kinky could work sometimes but this one obviously not.

"Yes!" Gina said much too squeeky than she intended to be.

"I mean, yes it is weird Matt. But it's OK for now, no one is around anyways but you seriously need to get a new one. Something less flashy please, like the one in black," said Gina.

"Hehe, ok. Whatever you say! You're the boss at least until I get to ask Amanda out," Matt replied with a grin.

Gina tried to smile but she couldn't bring herself to do it. Now that she thinks of it, she doesn't really want Matt to date Amanda. She wants Matt to be with her and only her. How selfish she could be, she thought. She doesn't want to date Matt, she knows that for sure especially when she was the one who dumped him the last time. The only thing she misses about dating Matt was the fabulous sex they had. Matt was indeed a wonderful lover, not that he knows what to do. The fact that he doesn't know much what to do made it better because he was willing to do what Gina wanted him to do. If he was a puppy sent to the obedient school, he would be graduated a top student.

"Earth back to Ginaaaa," Matt said with his hands waving in front of Gina's face.

"Did you even hear what I said?" Asked Matt irritated.

"Are you day dreaming about Ron again? Oh my God, you are unbelievable!" said Matt and rolling his eyes.

"Noooo!" Shouted Gina.

"I was just thinking about... well, nevermind. You wouldn't want to know," blushed Gina.

"Come on babe. I know you like the back of my hands! When you are blushing like that, there is nothing else in your head than sex. I've been there, remember! You perv!" Laughed Matt.

If only he knows that he was there in her head a while ago. How much she wanted to have another ride... on him. Sometimes she wondered what would he do if she makes a move on him one of these days. Would it freak him out? Or would he go with the flow? But knowing Matt, he might not like it. He is too decent for something like a fuck-buddy. As much as Ron the current shag rocked her bed at night, he is not quite like Matt. He is just so... skilled.

"Awh, shut up. It's not funny! Come let's go before the sun goes down or you will need to have a fake tan which is a sure way to scare Amanda away," said Gina while she grabbed Matt's hand as they walked to the swimming pool.

Chase Amanda away? Maybe that is not a bad thing afterall.

to be continued...

I Love You But Not Quite - Part 01

PROLOGUE

She looked up and said, "So, how do you want it?"

He looked flustered by the spontaneity of the question. For a moment he didn't know what to say. Taking a deep breath he said, "I want it slow."

"What's the magic word?" she asked again.

"Err... please?" he said.

"Oh my God, Matt! You're so hopeless!" said Gina throwing her arms in the air.

"The magic word is money! You should say... I will pay you, for God sake!" she continued.

Matt had asked Gina earlier if she could help teach him the arts of asking someone out on a date. He had been fancying this girl, Amanda from work, at least for the last 3 years. At least secretly and Gina is the only living soul who knows about it... well unless Toby, his pet bulldog counts, of course. Not that Matt's a bad looking guy, he's in fact a looker, he's just so geekish. It's a well known fact that as much fun and nice a geek is, they are pretty hopeless in the love department.

Matt and Gina are best friends. They've known each other for as long as they could remember. They tried dating before but then realised they were better off as friends. They have been through a lot, from saving each other from the bullies at school to the death of a pet.

"Ok, ok! I will pay you, how much do you want to charge me?" asked Matt back.

"Hmm... well... not much, really. How about a holiday to Hawaii?" asked Gina sweetly.

"Are you out of your mind?" screamed Matt.

"Geez, take it easy dude. You need to chill, you know. Girls dig that. Don't worry about payment now, I'll think of something later but sure as hell you'll need to pay for my consultancy," laughed Gina.

Gina is gorgeous and there isn't a single guy she knows who doesn't want to date her. She dated a few, well all of them in fact and yet no one could understand her better than Matt. Not that she hasn't dated him yet but as much as she loves Matt the best friend, he is just so... Matt.

There was a pang of jealousy when she found out about Amanda from Matt. She didn't understand why. She knew she should be happy for Matt, she did broke his heart when she told him they couldn't work out and were better off as best friends. But the thought of Matt busy with a girlfriend and ignoring her is tormenting. For as long as she could remember, Matt was always there for her, night and day, sad or happy... just named it, you got it!

Now she needs to think of something quick. She needs to teach Matt on how to ask Amanda out without being his dorky self. She needs to find a way so that it would look as if she taught him something that's supposed to work but actually can't. She knows it is so evil to do that to Matt but she can't help herself and she can't explain it why either. All the she knows, she hates the idea of Matt having a girlfriend.

"Ok, let's forget about it for now shall we? Come with me to the pool? You need to get some tan, girls dig tanned guys, you know?" said Gina.

"Oh really? I guess you're right then. What should I wear? Swimming trunks or shorts?" asked Matt back.

"Hhmmmm... the trunks. Err... err... that way you can tan your thighs too" said Gina quickly, much too quickly.

"Well, ok. Wait for me downstairs, ok?" asked Matt while he moved to the closet.

"Okie dokie." replied Gina and walked towards the door.

She swore silently. She didn't understand why she wanted to see it again. She even blushed at the dirty thoughts in her head. She can't seem to erase the image from her mind. Matt is huge and the bulky thing under the tight swimming trunks? It does make her heart beating a little bit faster.

... to be continued.

About i-creative vRoom

Hello. I've been thinking about writing for so long but never get the chance to do it (yeah yeah, reasons, reasons). So today I decided that I should at least start with a blog, where I can at least TRY to write. It will be all fictions (I hope) which will be labelled under different genre like... horror, thriller, fantasy, romance OR crap.

I'll be writing in English (where I hope Noi or Kakak would be able to become the editor) & in Malay as well. I'd very much love to write in other languages like Dutch or Japanese, unfortunately, I'm not multilingual.

So, sit back, relax and sip some alcohol because you might need it.

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